Mr Big to Mr Right !!

In exactly 5 months from now on this date I would be getting ready for my big day. It feels just yesterday when I met him, mixed feeling of meeting some one older to me, not exactly some one I would like to see as a boy friend. Sitting with him that hot evening in June (21st the longest day of the year) in the coffee shop just next to my office gave me a feeling of meeting some one in control of himself.His way of maintaining a distance while walking, from his ordering something for me he had no clue about, from telling stuff about what we taurian's had in common I had still not seen in to his eyes directly.

Coming out that day he mentioned one thing, let me know what you think of me, had never happened before, cause men in an unspoken way allways take it on them to take the final call. As we walked towards his car which at this point did not start (later he told me it was not sme hi fi function of the car, it was some prob with the machinery) his calm persona had worked its charm on me.

I will be honest it wasn't love at first sight nor did I think I would like to pursue this further but it was not a outfront No from heart (which usually the case with other prospective guys). Then followed he asking me for a movie during which I felt being with someone who was intelligent yet not in line with my thought process. But gradually it grows on you I guess.

SATC Musings

11 July'09

Back to Back episodes of "Sex and the City" really take you to a new world where u crave that NEW DILLI actually become NEW YORK for attleast all those single women who are either still looking or as per Indian tradition waiting for their parents to find a match for them.Till then all we could do is either see status updates of other pple changing from single to committed to married to had a baby. I question to myself at times, have these women really chosen this life or it just found them? "Carrie" after string of relationships finds comfort with "Mr. BIG" and in a way i prayed to God that i too end up with my MR. BIG. Though this guy whom she loved so much that it pained was walking in and out of her life as per his convenience still carrie and even i seemed to be happy that he finally realised that he ;loved her and wanted to be with her.

Does DESTINY really play a role or its just the right person at the right moment.I guess i'll just leave it here and c wat life has instore for me. And as for my MR.BIG he has again walked out as per his convenience....